i wish..

yes, it's been dusty around here..i was very busy lately..up until now, the work loads increase tremendously..because school has started a week ago and the list of things that i need to do are increasing day by day..huhu..

i always thought that being a teacher, my main job is doing my best to teach my pupils..but, when i was given lotsa clerical works to do, i feel like my time to think about my pupils are slowly decreasing..i just did my lesson plan without really thinking it thoroughly, less preparation and i feel that my lesson has become dull..no more singing, no more laughing, no more moving around the class..i even feel that if i was given a choice, i don't even want to be in the class that i'm teaching, because it is so damn bored..ohh..what should i do?? uhuhu

oh oh, when u become a class teacher, u have a lottttttttt of things to do...maybe i'm not used to it yet, thus i feel like i'm grasping for my breath..i have a piles of books flooding on my tables waiting to be marked, my files; waiting to be filled completely, then few letters needs to be done before end of this month plus a planning paperwork and the meeting report which is still on hold because i need to discuss with the PK..ohhhh..

though some of u think that teacher's job is easy because we only go to work till 1-2 pm  everyday, but, we bring home our work with us and we need to do it before a new day arrive..sometimes, i think to work at the office from 9am to 5pm is easier..at least everything is done at the office..but, as a teacher, u won't have time to do the lesson plan and prepare the next day lesson at school, because we need to deal with all the clerical works..sometimes, i dun even have time to go and eat at the canteen..the works are too intense..

how i wish, i could be just a librarian, dealing with only books and read all day...ohh..it has been ages since i last read a book... T_T

this is quite a challenge for me..so, Ann, be positive..U can do it..smile... ^_^

dear fiance

to my dear fiance, thank you very much for the shopping treat today..i love so much..sleepy already..writing with my eyes close now..but because i'm so happy, so i'm sharing it with the world. nighty night..

a letter to u

i always forgive, but u're damn right, i never forget..and when i said it's over, u have become a stranger i never wanna know..live or die..just go and die..oh yes, i'm that mean..

i'm not the type who goes around selling stories about how we ended up like this, i'm the type that looks at the positive side of every hardships and make full use of it...oh when i say i make full use of it, i cry all my way there..for every choices that i make, i believe there's a price that i have to pay...costly or not, it depends on how many days i cry trying to build up myself again...

if i know i'm wrong, i'll definitely admit it and ask for forgiveness..i'm not gonna use all the opportunities i have to hide it and makes myself looks better in your eyes...i hate lying to myself...no matter how bad i am in your eyes, at least, i know, i'm being true to myself...and i know, u cannot stand that about me..

u can keep blaming other people for your suffering even though u know u r wrong, and u did it just to make u feel better, but hell no..u'll never gonna be all right...

all of us are wearing mask to a certain party..and we take it off once the party's over..but some of us forget to take it off...and some even bring the mask to their grave...

i believe, u can be the angel to the world, but if do that by lying to yourself of who u really are, u'll never gonna be happy even if the whole world look up to u...

You are an idiot!

I certainly cannot accept this phrase being said to anybody no matter how mad you are at that time. Seriously, who are you to make a statement like that to somebody? I believe no one, I repeat, no one, has the right to label someone else as an IDIOT.

I made this post because I encountered one situation in one particular school where I saw a teacher was scolding his pupil in the staff room. And the moment I heard the phrase “You are an idiot”, my heart rate increase rapidly, as if I was the one being scolded like that. My ears were burning and my hands were shaking. But, of course I did not go and punch the teacher, but I hope I did..urgh, I really despise that kind of teacher.

Here’s a note to that kind of teacher in case you fall in that category:

No matter how dumb you think your pupils/students are, if they are not able to understand what you’re teaching, you should remember, it might be your fault. It’s your job to teach, and it’s not their job to understand if you do not know how to teach. I’ve been a student for more than 15 years, and now, I, myself is a teacher. What I learn during that time is that, good compassionate teachers, who know how to teach, will never call their students idiots. 

It’s because:

1. They never think that their students are dumb

2. They know their job, which is to teach! If their students fail, they feel as if they fail too.

Thus, teachers who have been calling their students idiots are actually mocking at themselves.period.

what’s wrong with being all nice and polite

There’s this girl, i don’t know her, but she always leave a very irritating comments on one of my friend’s wall (facebook’s wall)..so, because of that, she deserves a post in my blog..hehe..

I wonder, what’s up with her and all her bitchy attitude..i mean for real, i’m trying to figure out, why would a person acts like that, u know, being such a bitch..she didn't get enough hugs and kisses from her father, perhaps?

ok, u may not get it clearly, i’ll give an example:

This is my friend’s status: been through a lot, i feel like im getting sick..

This would be that girl’s reply: lembik ah ko ni..

Rasa cm nk lempang org dak? When i first saw this, i was like, WTH is wrong with this girl?

No man, she wasn’t kidding because when i looked through my friend’s wall, her comments were always like that, “blah ah ko”, “boo, igt ko best sgt ker” etc. with the similar kinds of irritating comments..

Then, i talked to one of my friend bout this kind person, and our hypothesis goes like this:

maybe she’s an attention seeker, she might like my friend but didn’t get any respond (oh ya, forgot to tell, my friend is a guy), then, she acts like that to show as if she’s so cool, u know, talk like a man, which of course no man would talk so bitchily like her, in the hope that my friend would notice her and start arguing with her (then start falling in love la konon, Korean style)..hee..but, pathetically speaking, my friend just ignore her, like totally..none of her irritating comments are replied..yet, she keeps on doing it..if i were her (which i hope i never will be), i would definitely stop doing that, i mean, come on, what’s wrong with being all nice and polite, right...

i’m sorry, am i judging her right now? Okay, my bad, it really was not my intention, it’s just a story to tell all you girls out there that being all bitchy really does not make u get noticed (except from me, bcoz im trying to make an example)..seriously, even most guys i know whom read all her comments in my friend’s wall detest her..like i said before, what’s wrong with being all nice and polite? Because i think being such a bitch is really tiring..

what do you do when you're down?

whenever i feel so down about certain things / people / event etc, i always read through this quotes by Mother Theresa:

People are often unreasonable, irrational, and self-centered. Forgive them anyway.

If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives. Be kind anyway.

If you are successful, you will win some unfaithful friends and some genuine enemies. Succeed anyway.

If you are honest and sincere people may deceive you. Be honest and sincere anyway.

What you spend years creating, others could destroy overnight. Create anyway.

If you find serenity and happiness, some may be jealous. Be happy anyway.

The good you do today, will often be forgotten. Do good anyway.

Give the best you have, and it will never be enough. Give your best anyway.

In the final analysis, it is between you and God. It was never between you and them anyway.

after a while i'll feel a bit okay..then i'll take a shower and cry while i bath..hee..

whenever someone calls / labels you with bad words, just remember this saying:

It's never an insult to be called what somebody thinks is a bad name. It just

shows you how poor that person is, it doesn't hurt you.

i quoted this from the book, "To Kill a Mockingbird" by Harper Lee..it is indeed a very good 

book.. you should try to read it sometimes.. :-)

so, how do you handle things that makes you upset? what do you do?

Elianto Waterproof Loose Powder

well, i told u that i will review about this loose powder that i bought from Elianto, right..so, here's my verdict:


1. packaging wise, it's almost the same as most loose powder out there, so, no complain there..i'm fine with it..

here's the picture of it from above.

the description of it and its ingredients list (click on the picture for a clearer view)..i really dunno much on how to comment about it since i'm no beautician or dermatologist, but it contains fragrance which i'm fine with it, but i know one of my friends is allergic with it, so she certainly cannot put this powder on her face..

the sponge provided is just moderate, u can stash it and use a brush for a better application...however for a lazy butt like me, i'm okay with the sponge since it's soft..

the texture is finely milled and silky..i like it..however, careful not to put too much because it tends to get cakey..
in terms of oil control, it's not that great..it only lasted for two hours or so on my face..after that i need to reapply..but, it does its job in absorbing sweat..


all in all, i'll give it 6/10..the extra point is mainly because it's made in korea..hee..i may not reconsider buying it since my aim of using loose powder is to make my face looks matte for at least 5 hours..afraid not, i will try using it again with a liquid foundation..last time, i used a cream foundation which i know it's not really suitable for oily skin like mine..maybe that's why my face tends to get oily at a very fast rate..but since my liquid foundation had finished, i have no choice..


that's all for now.peace. :-)

joaheyo!

he is my current crush..this is due to the Korean drama; You're Beautiful..hehe..it's been ages since i last watched Korean/Japanese Drama..

i like his smile..actually i do like to see men's smile and their teeth..haha..i dunno why..

because Elianto is having sales.

i really did not intend to buy any makeup for the time being because i think i have enough makeup, in fact, excessive!..but, last few days, i went to tesco to buy some fruits and veggies..on my way to the tesco hypermarket, i glanced over the elianto booth near the escalator..the word "Sales" caught my eyes, and the number "70%" made me stop walking and headed straight to their booth..dang! haha..

as i was browsing through all the sales items, the sales girl approached me and led me to the 70% items..i saw a gorgeous lip gloss and picked it up straight away since after less it only cost around rm8.40, and u know what, i really love it! it has a lip stain on one side and a gloss on the other, u have to put on the lip stain first, then apply the gloss on top and wallah! u'll have a reddish stain like lips ,red with the hint of orange hues, super gorgeous..here's the picture of the gloss and how it looks on lips:

i bought the one in the middle, named Giggly..

then i saw their loose powder and a word "waterproof" stated there..i tried the sample on my hand and i would say that the powder is finely milled and soft on skin..i grabbed one of it..eventhough it's not a discounted item, at rm18, it's darn cheap for a waterproof loose powder..haven't tried it yet, will update later..

then lastly i bought an eyeliner in greenish gold colour named martini..i like how it feels on my eyes, smooth and neat..up until now, i really do not know why i bought that colour..i think i bought it since i already have black and silver,and there were only purple and martini left on the shelf, i took it straightaway..bila nk pakai pn tatau..what a waste..haih..sepbaik rm5..but still, with rm5, i can eat till i'm full..haish..

What Are Your 5 Non-Negotiables?

What Are Your 5 Non-Negotiables?

i was surfing on the net, then i stumbled upon this page, and i think it's a good thing to have a  list of the qualities in a man / woman that u really cannot negotiate, meaning, they must have these qualities, if not, bye bye..but, bear in mind, it should not be something that's too ideal like:

1. good looking / beautiful and have a body like Ryan Reynolds / Blake Lively

 

2. rich and loving like Chuck Bass

3. a vampire like Stefan / Damon Salvatore / Edward Cullen (wth?)

4. hot CIA agent like Sarah Walker 

 

those are like the common thing which most man and woman wish to have, but of course la, smp bila pn tak dpt achieve kn, yes, it's not impossible, tp be real la kn..make a list that's related to your personal life and plz, be relevant...hehe

my list goes like this (and I've found the man that suits them :-) ):-

1. chemistry; a person whom i'm comfortable to be with and able to love me for who i am.
2. protective; able to protect and defend me from everyone and everything.
3. love travelling.
4. love sports and it is listed as one of his favourite hobbies.
5. love modern designs.

so, what are your 5 non - negotiables?

:-)

it's been a while since my last update..i'd been very busy with courses that i had to attend..plus with all the chaotic about the flood around my hometown, i really do not have time to sit and write..but, thank God, it's over now..i only have 2 days left to go to work before school holidays start...seronoknyeeeeeeerrrr!!

btw, today marks the 7th year of my relationship with my special someone..hehehe..time flies so fast and we'd already been together for 7 years, Alhamdulillah...and frankly said, i still can't get enough of him..haha..one thing for sure, to make a relationship works, both side have to put an effort..asyik lelaki ja nak kna jd sweet, caring, loving, give present bla bla bla, tp perempuan tak buat mcm tu, ssh la nak survive..heh..if u need more tips, do let me know..haha..gaya mcm Dr. Love plak, kn..ngada2 btol...haha

i guess that's all for this entry..i'll be back with more interesting topic..i know lately my entry  tah apa2 la..kn..haish..

my convo is adjourned

okay, the title explains my post well for today..yes, my convo today at 1.45 - 6.00 pm is adjourned to i - don't - know - when..it's due to a very bad flood in Changlun (main road to UUM) as well as the UUM itself..

pity those people who came very far for this ceremony..haih..

wedding

lately, there were a lot of people asking me this typical question: dh kawin ka blom? bila nk kawin? dh berpunya ka?

hadoiii..it's not that i don't appreciate all of u out there for being so caring about me, tp kalo tiap2 hari dok tnya soalan yg sama, penat jugak weh! but, what to do, that's basically some of the routines in my every working day for the past three weeks...answering those questions..haha

anyway, last 3 days, i went for a course for a new syllabus, KSSR for 2011..since i'm gonna teach year 1 next year, i was asked to go..i happily took the letter with a big grin on my face when i was told bout its venue, it's only 15 minutes from my house..oh yeah! 

going for a course = going back home

yeah, u r right, i was ecstatic! haha..dh la i'll be on leave for the whole week next week, starting next Sunday till the other Sunday, ohh, i feel like i'm on cloud nine!

anyway, i really enjoyed my time at the course..i met people, make new friends, and learn about a lot of things..all i can say is that, starting next year, the English class will be very enjoyable..i can't wait to teach..haha

back to my topic for today, my dad suddenly told me that he wanted me to get married a.s.a.p..what?? i was quite shocked with his statement, but i just keep quite thinking that maybe he's just simply say that since my mom was talking about someone's wedding..however (feel like i'm writing an essay in an exam, haha), it turns out that my dad is serious..gagaga..haa, baru nk gabra..adoi..

he said, he just wanted a small ceremony, only do things that we are obliged to do in Islam and a small feast..takda hantaran, takda bersanding, takda different day for the feast, pas akad nikah, mkn2 sket, dah...even baju pn takmau buat yang glamour2, sbb nnt shari ja nk pakai, what a waste..i'm glad to hear that because that's exactly what i want for my wedding..oh, i love you, dad..u really understand me..

 

i do not know what about other people, but for me, lesser is better..i do not want a wedding to be an indicator to show people of how much we can afford (yes, i'm poor if u wonder, but, i dont have any debt, itu yg penting)

wedding is a sacred ceremony, even in Islam it can be compared to building a mosque..so, i really do not want to spend on things which are not necessary and can burden my future husband and his family..i just want a small and simple wedding, surrounded only by my closest family and friends..so, sesapa yg tak dijemput nnt, plz jgn terasa..later when i do open house for Eid ul Fitr, for sure i'll invite all of u..do claim it from me later, k :-)

ceh, sembang mcm nk kawin esk ja kn..haha..takda la, just nk ckp, my dad soh kawen cpt2..dan i sgt pening dan agak sedih, smp hati dia tamau bela dh anak dia ni..huuu..haha..mmg rs cm nk lempang ja kan Ann ni, dh 24 tp dok wt mcm 14 lg nk soh abah bela pasuma, kn..mmg melampau..haha..dak2, sj ja ckp..ala, ampa ni, nk lwk sket pn takleh..hehehe..

neway, tgk la what will happen by the end of this year...ramai org nk masuk meminang ni, tp suma dh ditolak awal2, sebelum dtg umah lg, sbb i already have someone special, hehe, *blushing* :-)..bkn nk ckp i'm so hot smp ramai org tergila2, langsung dakkkk...tp besa la, org ckp saham cikgu ni tinggi, kes tu la..sbb i am a teacher, ramai la org nk wt menantu, hehe..and muka pn bleh la tahan jugak, kn *cough* *cough*..hahaha..sorry, a bit conceited there smp terbatuk2..haha..


i think sbb ramai sgt org dok tnya about me, dat's y la my dad wants me to get married a.s.a.p..ya la, my bf tu dh lama sgt org dok tgk dtg umah to take me out, send me home..so, tak manis la kn..ramai jugak yg dok ckp mcm2 kt my parents, tp disebabkan my parents are the coolest, they just ignore it, bak kata my dad, mulut org bkn bleh ttp, nnt letih, dia senyap la..hehe..whatever it is, i just pray that i'll get a good husband that can guide me to be a better person..amin..

that's all for my lengthy ramblings for today..till next time..thanks for reading..have a good day :-)

i blame u for my bad teeth condition

it's very rare and hard for me to openly say out loud to blame somebody for whatever things that ever happened to me, in fact it has never occurred to me that i need to blame anybody for bad things that happened to me.. but because of today's incident, i'm firmed with my decision that i blame the dentist that treated me 19 years ago for my bad teeth condition now..

well, my gumis  swollen like hell, so i decided to see a dentist this morning..i reached the clinic at around 8.15 am, i went inside, there's no one at the registration desk..then a nurse saw me and she said sorry for waiting, she'll entertain me a.s.a.p...then at 8.30 am, registration was done and i was given a number for my turn..it seemed that i'm the first patient if the day..tick tock tick tock, the clock was ticking, 5 minutes, 10 minutes, 15 minutes, still, the doctor didn't call on me yet..20 minutes, 25 minutes, then i heard a little boy who's waiting for his brother's with their mom said this out loud to his mom "Mama, awat lambat sgt doctor ni??" i turned and smiled at his mother, as a sign to show that i agreed with his son..

later at 9.05 am, the doctor called me..she looked at me and asked what went wrong while asking me to sit on the-chair-where-u-can-only-find-in-the-dentist-office..she did the usual dentist's task, checking my mouth and teeth and give some kind of instructions to the nurses in the dentist language, i assume, because even though it's in English, it doesnt make any sense to me..the nurse wrote it down and that's when the dentist started to scold me..she said that my tooth is in a very bad condition, need to pull it out but it will be very hard to do so because of the condition, and in fact there's another 3 tooth that need to be pulled out as well and why i had not done it yet, i told her that since the other 3 are not causing me pain, my dad refused to let me had them pulled because he wants me to do crowning, bridging or root canal treatment, which ever necessary, to replace the decayed tooth..

then, she got more furious, she asked about my dad occupation, where does he work, which department, position etc and she smirked, WTH?..adding salt to injury, she told me to tell my dad that my teeth is already very bad, the only solution is by pulling it out, i can't undergo any of that treatment, he could try to consult other doctor, but even an expert would tell the same thing...in my pain, i just nodded and asked for MC, took my medicine and headed out..i did hear the dentist told me, plz tell your dad if he wants u to go for the treatment, he should do it faster and bla bla bla, i didn't remember what else did she nagged about...

next, i called my dad telling him about the check ups and said i'm fine, and i swear i almost cry because of the pain, but i cannot because i know my dad would definitely come here to see me, thus i cannot do that, so i held my tears and got on the bike with my cousin, Syahirah, and headed to my aunty's house, the place where i stay, at the moment..

at the house, i recalled on my childhood memories why i grow up to hate to go to the dentist..it was because i met a terrible dentist when i was 8..i was put on an appointment at the school's clinic to do a filling, i was excited at first, but the dentist was terrible and it ended up with a very bad experience for me, and from that day, i always avoid to see a dentist...because i think all dentist are alike, pardon me, i was only 8 at that time ok..and end up with such a bad teeth condition, padan muka sendiri..

now, with the incident that happened to me this morning, to all dentist, i must say, we are not dentist, there are certain things that we do not know, so when we go to the clinic and see u, plz do not scold us as if we are dentist too..we go with pain and hope that u could cure us, not to hear u nag and be scolded..

sekian, terima kasih.

p/s: my tooth is still painful and my gum is still swollen..half of my face looks like ikan buntal dh..

im super duper happy!!

i have few things to be happy about...

first, it's about my dear uncle, his wife just gave birth to a baby boy on 10.10.2010 at 10 a.m...how cool is that? such a memorable date..hehe..when i got back from Langkawi last night, i went straightaway to my grandparents' house to visit my newly born cousin..

so adorable, right? anyway, last night me and his mom were looking for his name, and we have agreed to name him, Muhammad Harith Hilmi...so, Harith, welcome to the family! ^_^

this is his sister, my beloved cousin..

she's very close to me because my mom took care of her from the day she's born till she's almost 2 years because her mom was working back then..i watch her grew up and be her playmate..hehe..it's good to have little kids around to play with..

ok, secondly, i'm so damn happy because i received a package from Jenn, the writer of the blog Lipglosseater..ohhh..she is so kind to give me a Clairol Herbal Essences shampoo for FREE!! i read in her blog about her review of the shampoo, the one for dry hair..

here's the picture of it..i really love this shampoo, till they discontinued it and replaced with the new one with new packaging...i was so sad because the new one does not smell so divine as this one, i really love this shampoo because of its smell, seriously..

thus, when i stumbled upon Jenn's review about this shampoo (she bought it in Bangkok, they still sell it over there), i quickly asked her a favor to buy me a bottle of the shampoo (because she's planning to go there again)..she nicely replied my email saying that she would give me this shampoo FREE OF CHARGE!! she just asked for my address only..another super nice thing she did was posting it by using POSLAJU and gave me the 400ml one instead of the 160ml that she reviewed in her blog..can u imagine how frantic i am when i received the shampoo?? SUPER!!

to miss Jenn, many thanks for your kindness in giving me the shampoo, i really do not know how to repay you since i'm really broke right now, but, i think i'll post u some chocolate from Langkawi later..thanks a lot for making my day!!!

p/s: sorry, i used your picture without your consent, if u want me to remove it, i'll kindly do it

officially become a teacher

it's my 2nd day of working..so far, so good..i love my school..teachers are nice and helpful..so does the other staffs..thank you, Allah for this bless..

ohh yaa..i forgot to tell you that i already know my posting result..i was posted to Langkawi!! how cool is that, huh?? it's not JUST because i got Langkawi (work + vacation), but it's because 6 of my friends were also posted here..so, takda la lost and rs homesick sgt, kn sbb ada org yg knal..

tomorrow is the day

i got good news and bad news to share today..ok, good news, for those who do not know, posting result was out..and i got Kedah! ok, i'm not that excited actually because i just know the moment i call the KPM office in Putrajaya, that i'll get Kedah..haha..but the bad news is i still do not know which district i'll get, apatah lg sekolah mana..haish..

few days back, i got a letter from JPN Kedah..i thought in that letter, i'll be told which school i'll get but turned out, it's about the talk that we have to attend this Sunday (which is tomorrow) from 8am to 2pm..and at 2pm only they'll let us know which school i'll get...how cruel is that??? and then 2 days ago i got a call from JPN, she congratulated me and asked me whether i've gotten my letter and that's it!! haih...

so, all in all, i need to wait for 2pm tomorrow to come and get the result on which school i'll be posted..huhu..apa la, dh hujung thn br nk bg posting..UPSR pn dah abes...tp, takpa lah...dpt jugak kn..syukur2..hehe

right now i'm praying hard that hopefully i'll get a school nearby..if not, poor my mom, she'll be left alone at home when my dad goes to work..

if u're asking whether i'm nervous or not, hell yeah..i'm freaking nervous!!

*picture courtesy of google*

Is it so hard to be a good person?

i just don't get it why some people choose to be such a bad person..i think being a good person is more rewarding than being such an evil one..it wasn't easy to be bad, though some people claim that it's easy, but if we think it thoroughly, it really is not..

let's take a look at a very simple example...on one hand, there's a person works 8 hours a day and by the end of the month, s/he gets his salary..it makes him/her happy because he can spend it to make their family happy with the money s/he earns by working hard...on the other hand, there's a person who robs a bank for a living..if s/he does not get caught, then it's ok, but still to spend that money on your family, i'm sure s/he would feel very guilty deep inside her/his heart because it comes from a bad source...however, if s/he gets caught, that's when it stings..s/he does not only will be imprisoned, s/he also does not get a single cent from it..the family would suffer from embarrassment, they might losing the only breadwinner in the family as well...

her's a list of the basic of good and bad things:

good things:

pray, respect the elders, love the youngsters, study hard, work hard,  be kind and helpful

bad things: 

neglect the duty to God, being such an ass to the elders and youngsters, lazy, evil heart and hateful

some might say that neglect the duty to God is a very easy thing to do...to have a discipline to pray 5 times a day (for Muslims) is very hard to be done..but what they do not know is that, it's the source of peaceful in our heart..pray saves us from a lot of trouble in order to find peace..those who do not pray might try to find peace by taking drugs, drinking liquor, just to name a few which will always end badly..compare to just pray 5 times a day, u are rewarded with serenity of heart and a good way of life..well, u decide..

God has promised that a person who obey to his orders or command will surely be rewarded and hell is a sure for those whom disobey...we always thought that reward should always be in a solid form like money..but what we do not realize is that, a good health, a fully function body, the ability to eat, to walk, to talk and to do a lot more things without the help of others is already a reward from God..what if He takes back one of this ability, how's your life would be? be grateful before it's not too late..even a handicapped learn to be grateful, why can't a physically perfect human being like us cannot? 

me myself is full of flaws..i did a lot of things and most of them were things that i'm not really proud of..but Allah loves me so much that he sends people to guide me back to the right track, and those are my parents and my grandparents..what i'm trying to say that God has always shown his love towards His slaves..it can be in thousands of ways...sometimes we are aware of it, but sometimes we are not, and that's when people say that it's a blessing in disguise...

so, let's ponder on what have we done so far in our life,  repent on all our wrong doings, start doing good things and lead a better life..

May God bless us all, always..

yours truly, 

a human, with full or flaws.

Organic Soaps

do u still remember my previous post about buying a new face products for my oily combination acne prone skin? well, tak sampai sebulan pn aku pakai, dh tergedik2 nk try another new products..this time organic soaps plak..the one i'm using now bkn tak bgs, ok ja..in terms of keeping my face clean and keeping pimples at bay, it really works..tp my aim is to have a flawless skin, so SGT ssh la kn..with all the acne scars all over my face, cmna nk dpt flawless skin, btoi dak..even kalo takdak acne and pimples pn, still nmpk parut2 tu, buruk ok..huhu..neway, as i browsed through lowyat forum, i stumbled into this topic and this and also this...teruja weh tgk sabun2 tu with its benefits and all...plus, it's so cheap some more! remember i told u about how i was such a sucker and gullible when it comes to cheap products with great results..huhu..at first i was able to resist from buying..i just leave a msg for that topic saying something like such a good product, will try it after i finish my current product i'm using and wished the sellers all the best with her sales...but then, the seller PM me saying that this offer is for a limited time only, why dun i just give it a try with their samples first...there, dgn ayat tu sj, tros aku bli samples dia..hahaha..and these were what i ordered:

1. glycolic RM 2.50

2. licorice RM2.50

3. arbutin RM2.50

4. gluta w rose hip RM 3.00

5. cucumber & lemon RM 2.50

6. Gluta w/ papaya RM2.50

7. Placenta free

total: rm21.50 including poslaju. 

nah, at first nk try 3 samples ja, then seller ckp ada promotion buy 6 samples free 1 sample, aku pn apa lg, tmbh la lg 4..hehe..i bought 3 soaps for whitening (no.2,3 &6), for my sunburned arms, then 3 soaps for my face (no.1, 4 & 5) to lighten my scars and tighten pores and another 1 soap for moisturizing which is the free sample, placenta..i planned to use that one for my heels and elbows..

btw, i've tried the Cyleina soaps b4 but i didn't buy from this seller and they're very good..i'd tried the rice bran, black pearl, tomato and grapeseed..it does what it promises, but as i said earlier my aim is to have a flawless skin, so i keep on trying new products..haha..

back to the soaps that i'd bought, i've tried glycolic, arbutin, gluta w rose hip, and cucumber & lemon..among the four, i like arbutin and gluta w rose hip the most for my face..my face feels so clean but not drying..i love the way they make my face glows and radiants..i THINK my acne scars and marks have lessen a little bit, or not..but i did notice some improvement if it's not it..glycolic and cucumber & lemon did nothing to my face, but they work great for my body..love it!

so, for organic lovers, go check it out...they might do good for your skin too :-)

this is my Eid celebration :-)

at home with my family, heart them!

karaokeee! hehe..it was awesome! i almost broke my vocal chord, ahaha..

at farah's crib, we had the best homemade satay ever!

at cikpah's place (the one in white kaftan like dress)

at burn's hommie, candid! (the most right)

at nadia's house (the one standing)

pose in front of farah's crib (the most left)

thanks photographer for making us looked damn good in this picture, hehe

at yusra's house (the most left)

last but not least, Eid Mubarak from all of us..hehe..this was taken at Fareeza's house (the most left)...it's perfect because everyone was in it...before this, ada ja yg missing..

there were a lot of pictures taken, but, i don't wanna make you puke or having nightmare seeing all of our faces so much..all in all, it was a fantabulous celebration...Alhamdulillah...till next time, y'all!