yes, it's been dusty around here..i was very busy lately..up until now, the work loads increase tremendously..because school has started a week ago and the list of things that i need to do are increasing day by day..huhu..
i always thought that being a teacher, my main job is doing my best to teach my pupils..but, when i was given lotsa clerical works to do, i feel like my time to think about my pupils are slowly decreasing..i just did my lesson plan without really thinking it thoroughly, less preparation and i feel that my lesson has become dull..no more singing, no more laughing, no more moving around the class..i even feel that if i was given a choice, i don't even want to be in the class that i'm teaching, because it is so damn bored..ohh..what should i do?? uhuhu
oh oh, when u become a class teacher, u have a lottttttttt of things to do...maybe i'm not used to it yet, thus i feel like i'm grasping for my breath..i have a piles of books flooding on my tables waiting to be marked, my files; waiting to be filled completely, then few letters needs to be done before end of this month plus a planning paperwork and the meeting report which is still on hold because i need to discuss with the PK..ohhhh..
though some of u think that teacher's job is easy because we only go to work till 1-2 pm everyday, but, we bring home our work with us and we need to do it before a new day arrive..sometimes, i think to work at the office from 9am to 5pm is easier..at least everything is done at the office..but, as a teacher, u won't have time to do the lesson plan and prepare the next day lesson at school, because we need to deal with all the clerical works..sometimes, i dun even have time to go and eat at the canteen..the works are too intense..
how i wish, i could be just a librarian, dealing with only books and read all day...ohh..it has been ages since i last read a book... T_T
this is quite a challenge for me..so, Ann, be positive..U can do it..smile... ^_^



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