New life

Yup i havent posted anything for months..been very busy travelling langkawi-alor star-penang to and fro, every weekend..fuhhh..but life as a wife is awesome..ohh..did i tell u i got married? Yes, i did, last june.. :-)

dats all for now..

P/s: ni bleh update pn sbb br jmpa apps blogger for my phone..

Hypertense

Who says working with government has a better future? Rezeki itu dari Tuhan, bukan dgn sapa kita keja,ok..plz try to understand dat...

we need to change our lifestyle, seriously

yes, i'm gonna ramble..

last month, my mentor, Mr Colin Young was talking to me about the environmental project that he and his friends are planning to do at Langkawi..he asked for the person that he can contact in order to carry out the project..during our discussion, he told me about one of the beach that they went to hang out..turned out they were not just hanging out, they picked up the rubbish and clean the area! But, after a few weeks, the place became dirty again and he told me that he saw a bunch of youngsters who went there with their girlfriends and they leave all their rubbish there..he did not condemn, instead he said maybe it's kinda difficult for them to bring all those garbage back with them since they went there with motorcycles..at that time, i feel like i don't even have a face..malu wehhh..though Colin seemed to look at the +ve side of it, but i believe he only said that because he's just being nice..

seriously people, we Malaysian produce a lot of trash..Colin even made a remark when he saw the pupils in my school when they were buying drinks in plastics and say "i feel uneasy seeing people buying drinks in plastics because those plastics are the major factors towards pollution"..though some of u might feel insulted by that remark, but it's damn true..

sorry

i know i've been on hiatus for quite a while..well, i bet all of you might have guessed it right, yes, i've been very busy with works + the wedding...both are equally important, thus i have to use my time very efficiently..

there's a saying goes: good things come in a package..well, it does..first, i really enjoy my job right now even tough i'd been whining like hell for the past months, pardon me, but i'm over that period already..i really enjoy what i'm doing right now..i hope i can keep up this vibe and spirit till the end..

secondly, i already went for my SPP interview..i think it went well, at least i hope i pass..hee..

thirdly, my fiancé really helps me a lot in the preparation for our wedding..he is the best thing that ever happen to me..his commitment and patience has really touched me deep inside..i'm so happy that we're in this together..it makes the journey towards our wedding very enjoyable..i love u so much, dear! the more i know you, the more i love you!

dat's a little bit of the update about me..will type again later if i have time..thanks for reading..may only the good things happen to u too! :-)

MC

my gum is swollen very badly, it hurts whenever i talk, eat and drink..it's been a week, so tomorrow i'm going to see a specialist...wish me luck..ohh, btw i'm on medical leave till Tuesday, yup, because of my gum..sumpah tamau dh p jmpa dentist kt langkawi tu..dats y i come back to alor star and made an appointment with the doctor here..oh, another thing, i always come back every weekends..those who live in alor star and wanna order some chocs, u r welcome to do so.. :-) 

btw, i've been busy, dude...being a teacher is damn tiring..so, don't be a teacher..the risk of being stressful is 100%..haha..don't get me wrong, teaching is fun and enjoyable, but the extra works are the source of hell...and of course the administrators..rs cm nk lempang ja sorg2, bleh?..sekian..

.......

i thought i could have a peaceful and relaxing holiday, but things get so complicated i think i might die of suffocating..

just when i thought everything is fine, things get so chaos and i think could drown in the sea of troubles....

and just when i thought i've done the right thing, everything turns against me and i think...i think...i cant even think...

not a very great day

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being a teacher

well, i was insanely busy and tired during the first month of school..there were lotsa things to be done..sapa ckp keja cikgu senang? meh cni nk aku nk lempang! hehe..geram btoi dgq bila ada org ckp, ala, cikgu ja pn, bkn ssh...haaa, byk la hg tak ssh..try tgk jd cikgu..

one thing for sure, i did clerical work a lot more compared to my main purpose of being a teacher which is to teach..seriously..the clerical work load, OMG, if i were to list down, tgk ja pn dh rs penat...rsnya if i am to leave this teaching profession, i can be a very good 

worker in any administration office..haha..

there was an incident happened today at my school..a teacher was scolded by a nurse because she did not fill in her pupils' dental information..WTH?? mana la cikgu tu tau mcm mana nk isi perihal pergigian bdk2 tu..dia bknnya doktor gigi..as a nurse, i think she should have known better la kn...setakat isi nama dan birth certificate number cikgu pandai laa...adoi..

btw, few days ago, a teacher in my school told me that she went shopping for her daughter's shirt...at one shop they went, she told the sales girl, do u have a size smaller than S because even S seemed quite big on my daughter..the sales girl replied, i'm sorry, at our shop, we only use numbers to classify the sizes...fine, the teacher told her to get the size 36..but after few minutes of searching, she found a bulk of shirt tagged with L and XL sizes..she told the teacher, there's no shirt with size 36, can your daughter wear L or XL?? hahaha..i was laughing out loud when i heard the story..i can imagine how mad a person can be if  i were in her place..hahaha..i dunno know what happened in the end, but the moral of the story, think before u ask! haha..dh org ckp dh size S pn besar, lg dia tnya L atau XL bleh x..hadoi laaa..haha..maybe that girl really dunno that L stands for Large and S stands for Small..

i wish..

yes, it's been dusty around here..i was very busy lately..up until now, the work loads increase tremendously..because school has started a week ago and the list of things that i need to do are increasing day by day..huhu..

i always thought that being a teacher, my main job is doing my best to teach my pupils..but, when i was given lotsa clerical works to do, i feel like my time to think about my pupils are slowly decreasing..i just did my lesson plan without really thinking it thoroughly, less preparation and i feel that my lesson has become dull..no more singing, no more laughing, no more moving around the class..i even feel that if i was given a choice, i don't even want to be in the class that i'm teaching, because it is so damn bored..ohh..what should i do?? uhuhu

oh oh, when u become a class teacher, u have a lottttttttt of things to do...maybe i'm not used to it yet, thus i feel like i'm grasping for my breath..i have a piles of books flooding on my tables waiting to be marked, my files; waiting to be filled completely, then few letters needs to be done before end of this month plus a planning paperwork and the meeting report which is still on hold because i need to discuss with the PK..ohhhh..

though some of u think that teacher's job is easy because we only go to work till 1-2 pm  everyday, but, we bring home our work with us and we need to do it before a new day arrive..sometimes, i think to work at the office from 9am to 5pm is easier..at least everything is done at the office..but, as a teacher, u won't have time to do the lesson plan and prepare the next day lesson at school, because we need to deal with all the clerical works..sometimes, i dun even have time to go and eat at the canteen..the works are too intense..

how i wish, i could be just a librarian, dealing with only books and read all day...ohh..it has been ages since i last read a book... T_T

this is quite a challenge for me..so, Ann, be positive..U can do it..smile... ^_^

dear fiance

to my dear fiance, thank you very much for the shopping treat today..i love so much..sleepy already..writing with my eyes close now..but because i'm so happy, so i'm sharing it with the world. nighty night..

a letter to u

i always forgive, but u're damn right, i never forget..and when i said it's over, u have become a stranger i never wanna know..live or die..just go and die..oh yes, i'm that mean..

i'm not the type who goes around selling stories about how we ended up like this, i'm the type that looks at the positive side of every hardships and make full use of it...oh when i say i make full use of it, i cry all my way there..for every choices that i make, i believe there's a price that i have to pay...costly or not, it depends on how many days i cry trying to build up myself again...

if i know i'm wrong, i'll definitely admit it and ask for forgiveness..i'm not gonna use all the opportunities i have to hide it and makes myself looks better in your eyes...i hate lying to myself...no matter how bad i am in your eyes, at least, i know, i'm being true to myself...and i know, u cannot stand that about me..

u can keep blaming other people for your suffering even though u know u r wrong, and u did it just to make u feel better, but hell no..u'll never gonna be all right...

all of us are wearing mask to a certain party..and we take it off once the party's over..but some of us forget to take it off...and some even bring the mask to their grave...

i believe, u can be the angel to the world, but if do that by lying to yourself of who u really are, u'll never gonna be happy even if the whole world look up to u...

You are an idiot!

I certainly cannot accept this phrase being said to anybody no matter how mad you are at that time. Seriously, who are you to make a statement like that to somebody? I believe no one, I repeat, no one, has the right to label someone else as an IDIOT.

I made this post because I encountered one situation in one particular school where I saw a teacher was scolding his pupil in the staff room. And the moment I heard the phrase “You are an idiot”, my heart rate increase rapidly, as if I was the one being scolded like that. My ears were burning and my hands were shaking. But, of course I did not go and punch the teacher, but I hope I did..urgh, I really despise that kind of teacher.

Here’s a note to that kind of teacher in case you fall in that category:

No matter how dumb you think your pupils/students are, if they are not able to understand what you’re teaching, you should remember, it might be your fault. It’s your job to teach, and it’s not their job to understand if you do not know how to teach. I’ve been a student for more than 15 years, and now, I, myself is a teacher. What I learn during that time is that, good compassionate teachers, who know how to teach, will never call their students idiots. 

It’s because:

1. They never think that their students are dumb

2. They know their job, which is to teach! If their students fail, they feel as if they fail too.

Thus, teachers who have been calling their students idiots are actually mocking at themselves.period.

what’s wrong with being all nice and polite

There’s this girl, i don’t know her, but she always leave a very irritating comments on one of my friend’s wall (facebook’s wall)..so, because of that, she deserves a post in my blog..hehe..

I wonder, what’s up with her and all her bitchy attitude..i mean for real, i’m trying to figure out, why would a person acts like that, u know, being such a bitch..she didn't get enough hugs and kisses from her father, perhaps?

ok, u may not get it clearly, i’ll give an example:

This is my friend’s status: been through a lot, i feel like im getting sick..

This would be that girl’s reply: lembik ah ko ni..

Rasa cm nk lempang org dak? When i first saw this, i was like, WTH is wrong with this girl?

No man, she wasn’t kidding because when i looked through my friend’s wall, her comments were always like that, “blah ah ko”, “boo, igt ko best sgt ker” etc. with the similar kinds of irritating comments..

Then, i talked to one of my friend bout this kind person, and our hypothesis goes like this:

maybe she’s an attention seeker, she might like my friend but didn’t get any respond (oh ya, forgot to tell, my friend is a guy), then, she acts like that to show as if she’s so cool, u know, talk like a man, which of course no man would talk so bitchily like her, in the hope that my friend would notice her and start arguing with her (then start falling in love la konon, Korean style)..hee..but, pathetically speaking, my friend just ignore her, like totally..none of her irritating comments are replied..yet, she keeps on doing it..if i were her (which i hope i never will be), i would definitely stop doing that, i mean, come on, what’s wrong with being all nice and polite, right...

i’m sorry, am i judging her right now? Okay, my bad, it really was not my intention, it’s just a story to tell all you girls out there that being all bitchy really does not make u get noticed (except from me, bcoz im trying to make an example)..seriously, even most guys i know whom read all her comments in my friend’s wall detest her..like i said before, what’s wrong with being all nice and polite? Because i think being such a bitch is really tiring..

what do you do when you're down?

whenever i feel so down about certain things / people / event etc, i always read through this quotes by Mother Theresa:

People are often unreasonable, irrational, and self-centered. Forgive them anyway.

If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives. Be kind anyway.

If you are successful, you will win some unfaithful friends and some genuine enemies. Succeed anyway.

If you are honest and sincere people may deceive you. Be honest and sincere anyway.

What you spend years creating, others could destroy overnight. Create anyway.

If you find serenity and happiness, some may be jealous. Be happy anyway.

The good you do today, will often be forgotten. Do good anyway.

Give the best you have, and it will never be enough. Give your best anyway.

In the final analysis, it is between you and God. It was never between you and them anyway.

after a while i'll feel a bit okay..then i'll take a shower and cry while i bath..hee..

whenever someone calls / labels you with bad words, just remember this saying:

It's never an insult to be called what somebody thinks is a bad name. It just

shows you how poor that person is, it doesn't hurt you.

i quoted this from the book, "To Kill a Mockingbird" by Harper Lee..it is indeed a very good 

book.. you should try to read it sometimes.. :-)

so, how do you handle things that makes you upset? what do you do?

Elianto Waterproof Loose Powder

well, i told u that i will review about this loose powder that i bought from Elianto, right..so, here's my verdict:


1. packaging wise, it's almost the same as most loose powder out there, so, no complain there..i'm fine with it..

here's the picture of it from above.

the description of it and its ingredients list (click on the picture for a clearer view)..i really dunno much on how to comment about it since i'm no beautician or dermatologist, but it contains fragrance which i'm fine with it, but i know one of my friends is allergic with it, so she certainly cannot put this powder on her face..

the sponge provided is just moderate, u can stash it and use a brush for a better application...however for a lazy butt like me, i'm okay with the sponge since it's soft..

the texture is finely milled and silky..i like it..however, careful not to put too much because it tends to get cakey..
in terms of oil control, it's not that great..it only lasted for two hours or so on my face..after that i need to reapply..but, it does its job in absorbing sweat..


all in all, i'll give it 6/10..the extra point is mainly because it's made in korea..hee..i may not reconsider buying it since my aim of using loose powder is to make my face looks matte for at least 5 hours..afraid not, i will try using it again with a liquid foundation..last time, i used a cream foundation which i know it's not really suitable for oily skin like mine..maybe that's why my face tends to get oily at a very fast rate..but since my liquid foundation had finished, i have no choice..


that's all for now.peace. :-)

joaheyo!

he is my current crush..this is due to the Korean drama; You're Beautiful..hehe..it's been ages since i last watched Korean/Japanese Drama..

i like his smile..actually i do like to see men's smile and their teeth..haha..i dunno why..

because Elianto is having sales.

i really did not intend to buy any makeup for the time being because i think i have enough makeup, in fact, excessive!..but, last few days, i went to tesco to buy some fruits and veggies..on my way to the tesco hypermarket, i glanced over the elianto booth near the escalator..the word "Sales" caught my eyes, and the number "70%" made me stop walking and headed straight to their booth..dang! haha..

as i was browsing through all the sales items, the sales girl approached me and led me to the 70% items..i saw a gorgeous lip gloss and picked it up straight away since after less it only cost around rm8.40, and u know what, i really love it! it has a lip stain on one side and a gloss on the other, u have to put on the lip stain first, then apply the gloss on top and wallah! u'll have a reddish stain like lips ,red with the hint of orange hues, super gorgeous..here's the picture of the gloss and how it looks on lips:

i bought the one in the middle, named Giggly..

then i saw their loose powder and a word "waterproof" stated there..i tried the sample on my hand and i would say that the powder is finely milled and soft on skin..i grabbed one of it..eventhough it's not a discounted item, at rm18, it's darn cheap for a waterproof loose powder..haven't tried it yet, will update later..

then lastly i bought an eyeliner in greenish gold colour named martini..i like how it feels on my eyes, smooth and neat..up until now, i really do not know why i bought that colour..i think i bought it since i already have black and silver,and there were only purple and martini left on the shelf, i took it straightaway..bila nk pakai pn tatau..what a waste..haih..sepbaik rm5..but still, with rm5, i can eat till i'm full..haish..

What Are Your 5 Non-Negotiables?

What Are Your 5 Non-Negotiables?

i was surfing on the net, then i stumbled upon this page, and i think it's a good thing to have a  list of the qualities in a man / woman that u really cannot negotiate, meaning, they must have these qualities, if not, bye bye..but, bear in mind, it should not be something that's too ideal like:

1. good looking / beautiful and have a body like Ryan Reynolds / Blake Lively

 

2. rich and loving like Chuck Bass

3. a vampire like Stefan / Damon Salvatore / Edward Cullen (wth?)

4. hot CIA agent like Sarah Walker 

 

those are like the common thing which most man and woman wish to have, but of course la, smp bila pn tak dpt achieve kn, yes, it's not impossible, tp be real la kn..make a list that's related to your personal life and plz, be relevant...hehe

my list goes like this (and I've found the man that suits them :-) ):-

1. chemistry; a person whom i'm comfortable to be with and able to love me for who i am.
2. protective; able to protect and defend me from everyone and everything.
3. love travelling.
4. love sports and it is listed as one of his favourite hobbies.
5. love modern designs.

so, what are your 5 non - negotiables?

:-)

it's been a while since my last update..i'd been very busy with courses that i had to attend..plus with all the chaotic about the flood around my hometown, i really do not have time to sit and write..but, thank God, it's over now..i only have 2 days left to go to work before school holidays start...seronoknyeeeeeeerrrr!!

btw, today marks the 7th year of my relationship with my special someone..hehehe..time flies so fast and we'd already been together for 7 years, Alhamdulillah...and frankly said, i still can't get enough of him..haha..one thing for sure, to make a relationship works, both side have to put an effort..asyik lelaki ja nak kna jd sweet, caring, loving, give present bla bla bla, tp perempuan tak buat mcm tu, ssh la nak survive..heh..if u need more tips, do let me know..haha..gaya mcm Dr. Love plak, kn..ngada2 btol...haha

i guess that's all for this entry..i'll be back with more interesting topic..i know lately my entry  tah apa2 la..kn..haish..

my convo is adjourned

okay, the title explains my post well for today..yes, my convo today at 1.45 - 6.00 pm is adjourned to i - don't - know - when..it's due to a very bad flood in Changlun (main road to UUM) as well as the UUM itself..

pity those people who came very far for this ceremony..haih..