insomnia

gosh. it's almot 2 a.m. and im not even sleepy..i have to wake up early tomorrow (means after Subuh prayer i cannot sleep)..

lately, my biological clock does not seem to function well...thanks to the World Cup..it's not that I spent every night watching all the matches...it's because i followed the update for some of the matches via fifa.com...
why i didnt watch it?? haa...it's because it makes me nervous watching it live..hahaha...the only match that i watched was the final, Spain vs Netherlands..

i never intended to really keep updating my blog from time to time..i created it just to fill my time..whenever i feel like writing and publishing it, i will write it here...but if i don't feel like publishing it, i will just write in my diary..yes, i have a diary..for me, i do not think that it is lame to have one...it's like a recording of what had been going on with your life..from that, all the good memories remain..back to what i said earlier, being jobless at the moment makes me so active with blogging.. i even created a tumblr....that one is really just for fun...posting pictures and meaningful words..

i don't know what should i do to make me feel sleepy...i've tried everything i know, from reading a book to counting sheep (yes, i really did that), but nothing seems to work...reading a book is definitely a bad idea...for a book worm like me (i  really am a book worm, just not those academics type) reading a book will only going to brighten my eyes, wider...

maybe i should watch some lousy movie..because of the lousiness, i may become sleepy..that's it for now, people..good night and wish me luck..