*Long Sigh*

My very own quote of the day:

"Don't bother to ask, and don't even try to care if you can't handle the truth"

Have you ever felt so annoyed when you were so upset about something..then somebody ask you about it, when you don't really feel like talking about it, but that person keep asking you for so many times, till you tell that person about what made you felt that way, but that person make you feel more miserable because of the reply that that person gave to you...?? Sumpah sakit hati!

Adrenaline Rush

Have u ever wonder how does it feel to jump from the high place? Well, I am..please don't get me wrong, it's not that I want to commit suicide or what..I'm talking about the activities that can make your adrenaline rush..

Frankly said, i'm quite scared of height...during my childhood, whenever I went to my dad's office, which is on the 10th floor, I would feel sick being in the elevator and looking through the windows..but, I have my ego, and that led me to pretend that I'm okay whenever I'm with my dad or my little brothers..

Because of that ego that I have, I kinda overcome my fear for height..I believe that is a good thing for me..So, as I grew up, I become curious on how does it feel to be in the air..I was told that I can easily feel it when I go on a plane..but, I don't think so..because in a plane, you can't feel the air around u..

Thus, I have developed some interest towards some activities in the air..something that can make your adrenaline rush..here are the things that I wish to try, let's take a look.. :-)

1. Skydiving

Woohoo..it seems so cool isn't it..jumping out from a plane into the air..I might be unconscious for a while, I think..hahaha..but it is definitely worth the try, don't you think?

2. Para-gliding

This one less scary than skydiving..but still, u gotta have the courage to be on that thing and fly up in the sky..at Batu Feringghi, there are hotels that provide this activity, for RM60 I think..but I'm not sure which hotel..I think it's Shang Ri-La and I think few of my friends had tried this one..gotta check with them later..and my turn will surely come..need to make some arrangement with my life schedule..it's now or never, right..I have to make it happen..*fingers cross*

3. Bungee Jumping

This one is really gonna make your adrenaline rush with the speed of light..for those who are scared to try it alone, u can do it with your love ones as u can see in the pictures..it seems like a sweet thing to do..I bet it has a different feeling doing it alone and doing it with your partner..

4. Hot Air Balloon Ride

This activity can be classified as less life threatening and less adrenaline rush compare to the other three..hehe..but, it still gives u the feeling of being in the air, right..I missed the hot air balloon festival in Putrajaya last March because I was so busy with my practicum..I hope that the opportunity will rise again so that I can try..or else, Netherlands, here I come! hehe *an attempt to find an excuse to go there* :p

There, the four activities that I really wanted to try..two of them can be done in Malaysia or so I hope..if not it shall be done with the other two during my trip to Europe (still in the plan, but I'm gonna make it happen with God's will, Insyaallah)..Thus, for now,I just pray a lot, and do some saving..

Officially finished my 6 years course

I've been on hiatus for such a very long time..as you can see my last post dated back on 16th of January..thus, it's been around 4 months since I last wrote in here..
Well, referring to the title, all I can say is YAYYY!!! Finally....phew...I am the last person in my circle of friends to finish the study..all of my friends are all working now except for Y, but she's on the way towards it already..so, I bet you can imagine how I feel..
A little update on what I did for the past 4 months in case you've been wondering..
1. I had my practicum for 10 weeks (1st Feb - 23rd April)..I had a wonderful time there, really..I do love that school..The teachers are awesome and helpful, the pupils are so eager to learn with me and the environment really motivates me to be a good teacher.. :-) That was the first and the last practicum for me..I am, still am, very grateful to get that school despite all the bitterness and pressure that I had before I started my practicum..anyway, that bitter part had nothing to do with the school, so, I'll just leave it there..All that matter is that I really had fun during my practicum..weee..
2.Then, I prepared for my exam which was on 3rd of May.
3. After that, I took a bus to KL to meet my beloved friends over there because we were going for a vacation! We went to Cherating..actually, the plan was to go to Perhentian..but there were some complications, so I ended up going to Cherating..but, it was so damn fun! I guess as long as my friends are around me, anywhere would be fun..heee...
4. I went to my boyfriend's house for barbecue last Friday...it was my first time to officially meet his family..I was damn nervous..I was from Penang with him, thus I just bring the corns that he asked me to buy at the Tesco before he picked me up..so, I was in high anxiety of what his parents gonna think of me...dude, his sisters brought spaghetti, coleslaw, kek batik, cupcakes and satay...and I brought NOTHING except my big fat ass and just offered some help around the kitchen....but thank God...his parents are very nice as well as his other family members...they really seem to welcome me well to their family...and what I love most are his nephews and nieces..they are so adorable and clever..there's one thing that I really like about him that night, he really took care of me around his family...I really appreciate it...


Whoa..I guess it should be enough for this time being..


Currently, I really love this quote, by Clark Kent:

"Now that he's gone, the question is, am I enough?"

Final sem is torturous

the fact that im going for my practicum does not worry me as much as the fact that i still have to attend classes which make my life totally like hell..damn it, okay..i hate it..
first, i have like thousand of things to think about at the same time..
second, during my practicum, i need to conduct a research which will definitely distract a little bit of my purpose to teach at the particular school..
third, i just do not understand why my lecturers need to give all those bullshit input into my brain right now...they keep repeating the same things that we had learnt before and treat us like a dumb empty brain kind of people..


the thing that i really cannot stand is they keep criticizing us this and that without showing us exactly what they really mean, they expect us to be energetic, fun and not a boring teacher, but they bore me to death...they taught us to walk the talk, but they just talk the talk, everything they say is too ideal, things that i can just read in books...they want us to think out of box, instead they control our thoughts with their bloody perception on how they view things...


the only thing that i learn is to be reflective..now, im kinda writing my personal reflection towards the 5 weeks classes before practicum..it is a very bad idea..why? 


because we have not been to the school yet, we do not know what kind of students that we gonna teach, therefore all those things that we learn now might not be relevant especially about the lesson plan..before planning, we need to know the students' background first, ok..


i really cannot take it when some lecturers criticizing our lesson plan by just saying "find some activities to make the lesson fun" without telling us how to make it better..define your meaning of fun please, because i bet everybody has different definition of the word fun depend on what you really like..for me lesson plan is just a guide, the most important thing is how we conduct the class..right?


im not in a good state right now, sorry if i hurt anybody with my piece of mind here..i just don't have the strength to care about anybody anymore when some people don't even have the courage to even notice how bad they have done to my life right now..

Grateful

today, the PMR result is out..i was quite nervous because my kid sister is involved..i plan to wake up early with the intention to accompany her, along with my dad..i did woke up early, but then i had a terrible stomach ache (sbb semlm mkn megi, my sis ckp esk pg mesti dia tak lalu mkn b4 amek result, so nk mkn siap2 la, tp yg aku pn gatai p tumpang mkn psepa tatau)..huu..because of that, i can't go..demmit..at around 10 am, my mom woke me up (i went back to sleep after "membuang" suma penyebab sakit perut td, hee) and told me that my sister got 8A's..alhamdulillah..im so grateful..
i was so concern about her result this time because we had an accident 3 weeks before her exam and her head was badly hurt..everyone was scared if the accident will affect her brain..she is a very bright girl and ambitious, so we were all kinda worried what will happen to her if she didn't manage to get what she aims for..but, with her result today, all of us are so relieved and happy for her.. :-) i love u sis..


p/s: i hope my sister doesn't read this post..nnt kembang abeh sbb aku puji..rimas aku nk melayan nnt..

Love Happens

okay, the movie "Love Happens" was a bit bored for me..too draggy..it was touching, but im kinda confused because couldn't see the relation of the storyline to the title of the movie..i feel as if it was out of focus..i don't know, u should see it for yourself..maybe i was too dumb to appreciate the underlying meaning..hehe..i prefer a straightforward-funny-romantic kind of film..

Weather girl - awesome!

last night, i watched this ""weather girl" movie..the story line is simple, but it was hilarious, okey! it's recommended by me...well, the main attraction in the movie, for a girl of course, is the guy, named Byron..he's not so damn handsome, he's not rich, he's nobody..but, he is sooo adorable..i don't know bout everyone else, but for me, the face of a man who-really-like-a-girl-but-pretending-he-has-no-feeling-for-her is super duper charming and cute!!! you can see that he really likes the girl, the genuine face, the passion that he tries to hide, it was so real, and i really pity him when the girl said he's not good enough..phew, what a good actor..i really fall for that..
next, i wanna watch the movie 'Love Happens'..i hope it will be fun.

Pissed off

today, i went to cinema to watch "Avatar" the movie..the movie was superb, but...my mood was ruined by 2 people who were talking non stop, VERY LOUD..one person was asking bout what will happen next and the other person would tell the story..dammit..hello! the movie is in front of u, just shut your bloody mouth up and watch! everyone is curious about the story, so wait for it..to those people who are like that, plz take note, that attitude is so damn annoying..if u already watched the movie before, just zip up your mouth..we do not pay to hear a movie spoiler..

Again

i used to have a blog before, but then i deleted it due to some reasons..then being so bored while waiting for the torrents to finish downloading the movie i wanted to see, here i am, recreating my blog once again..aside from boredom, i dun really know why i wanted to have a blog anyway..lastime i used to write about things that i wanted to do, places i wanted to go, stuff that i wanted to buy etc..i think i might do the same with this blog..it might be fun :) but if u think im trying to show off or this blog annoys u, feel free to leave my blog..nobody is perfect, so don't judge, we have different ways of thinking and different interest, so, this is my way of life, no matter how bad it seems to u, im living in it without taking a single cent from u :)